It’s 6.20 and I’ve had my microwave meal-for-one. Now I’m glancing at the time to see if it’s reasonable to go to bed.

Cant even be bothered to be awake with this ache. Missing a person who literally doesn’t give two shits about me. Haven’t heard from the guy and not seen him since Saturday morning. I’m guessing it’s over then? 

I have abandonment issues and emotional disregulation, but sure just drop out of my life for 4 days without a word. What a knight in shining fucking armour you are.